Double Wow and Money OCD for Sure!

Well I have just had a quiet summer and I am making zero progress on the debts, so it's interesting to read my last blog. I wrote it more as a possibility than anything but having had a terrible last few weeks in anguish worrying again over my lack of money I am now convinced, for me, this is a type of OCD. I have a good pension I could cash in, I have a lot of equity in a house and so I could sell it and buy a cheaper house, I also have work coming up for the rest of the year but because I am now using credit cards to pay for the rent this month I am feeling terribly worried. OK so I think it's probably fair enough that I am worried to some extent as no one likes debt but I've just outlined 3 reasons above why I am not in the worst position but my anxiety is bulging my brain and causing me to go completely dysfunctional. I go for walks and constantly feel cross eyed from the stress. (Otherwise known as Binocular Vision Dysfunction). Something to do with the cortisol and adrenaline causing eye muscle tension and hyper stimulation Dr Google tells me. Anyway not very nice and not something that I can get away from very easily. So, I wanted to follow up the post earlier in the year as I realised that I had even prescribed a solution to my problem with the ERP scripts and by jove, I didn't even try them! So stay tuned... I am very stressed at the moment and I will start the scripts over the next day or 2 and let you know how I get on. Wish me luck!

Stay tuned for part 2.....